so i got accepted into all the schools i applied to but i am now officially going to FIT but wishing so badly i was going to parsons, it's just so expensive i nor my family could ever pay for it.

i'm stuck in such a situation right now.
college applications are due in about 2-3 weeks and i haven't even started looking at any colleges. why?
i'm basically in a job right now that makes me so happy and is what i want to do that i don't see why i should go away to college and risk losing this job. i mean i go to work everyday happy and enjoy being there. how many people get to say that? i'm not even 18 yet and i'm in my dream job.
on the other hand i want to experience college away from home. but day by day at work i see my self growing and learning just as much.
it's so hard to make a decision

getting your teeth pulled sucks
i'm so hungry but can't really eat anything because i can't open my mouth very much
not to mention half of my mouth is still numb and my cheeks are swollen
i miss solid food :(

i have the job and have been working there for a week
i quit manhattan pizza and i don't have to babysit anymore
i really enjoy this new job so much
basically everyday i have stayed there late because i don't mind being there at all
how many high school students can say that they have job they enjoy and contributes to their future?

tomorrow i'm getting 6 of my teeth pulled, 4 of them including my wisdom, oh it will be fun.

rachelle hasn't left yet, i think

senior year starts next thursday, i don't know if i should be happy or not

the guy from the computer graphic place called me back and i basically got the job
on monday i go for an interview to be shown what i'm going to be doing and give me my hours
i also got offered this awesome project to do with my friend matt to promote him and help him design things
is it possible for things to be finally coming together?

oddly right after i posted that last entry i checked my email and rachelle's not leaving until the 24th not 15th...yay!!

at the end of this week my best friend is moving to belgium for a year. what am i going to do with myself?

so i've been working two jobs and it's exhausting yet fulfilling in the end.
i also feel like i'm on the verge of craziness with the fact that i still do not have photoshop on my mac >:(
i even had an interview to become a graphic designer for this sign and tshirt company but i highly doubt i'll get called back considering my age
mexico was beautiful and amazing and so relaxing
i just cannot wait to travel more

i just found out that this summer i am going to mexico with my best friend! i am so excited
not to mention next month i might be going with rachelle to take a trip out west!
i love traveling, this is going to be amazing.

i love taking naps in my big cozy bed mid afternoon while the sun is coming in through my windows landing right onto to me
i'm ready for some nice spring weather

i'm so sorry, you have no idea

 i've been living off of peanut butter, jelly, and fluff for the past three days

i decided now was a good time to create a new journal.
lately i've just been craving change so here's to a new start.